Howdy Yall. It's Thomas.(yuck my real name). Idont hate it or anything, everyone just seems to feel more comfortable calling me Tommy, Tommmayy(haha Glib), Tomcat, Tom-Tom, Tum, Tomkitty, or the ever so important "Bitch"
.....Please wait while I search for topic....3..2...1... ugh.. " Me&Love".
kayy.. btw I'm listening to Slow dance by Keri hilson.
I'm Single. Yesshh. It's not by choice, but its whatevver..
I tend to develop crushes, like alittle school girl.
I just came to term with this but its cool. I'm now aware of my foolish mistakes & i wont blame myself for these idotic decisions anymore.Even though it's so hard, not to get made or jealous of her, cause she's with him or vice versa. (If you know you'll know what I'm talking about). It's not like I go around looking, i just happen to fall very easily. I live in this world where streets are made of marshmallow, i'm allowed to wear whatever I want, eat whatever I want & theirs no problems. I'm a sensitive person, yet I wont let anybody fuck constantly with me. I always grew up confused. I was bullied when I was younger, it was something serious. Lmao. I was called everyname in the book, I was a golden child. I had more things than the next kid, because my parents worked their asses to provide. I get what I needed everytime, and sometimes what I wanted. Children found ways to get jealous, and that got to me. To this day, i doubt myself, but thats for personal reasons. Why was I confused?? Welp.. My mothers telling me not to fight in school or else I would get whooped, but yet my dad was like " Beat his ass". Thus I was confused. Whatevv though. To this day, unless you hit me, I'll walk away. hey even when I was hit, I walked away. I remember one time, I got my lip busted by this boy, who didn't like me. He was dusty, his name was Willis. he was a fcking dirtball. he punched me in my lip, i shoved him down. I walked away. I'm non-violent. I just get hype when people fck with those that I care about.
Food
- You will never understand why I love it.
It's my bestfriend when I'm down. I cry when I'm hungry, I love food. I get happy as hell when i get it. You can find me eating all the time, 24/7. Seriously, stuffing my face. It's weird cause I wont eat infront of you. The only people who know how I really eat, are my family. Really... I'm like a competitive eater. I found out that when you drink soda, before you eat , your stomach actually expands. Thus i gorge. so I can eat more. Even when my body's full, I still stuff some more. I love it. Tonight we ordered.. Mhmm Spinach & olive pizza w wings & cheeseteaks and PEPSI ughh.. love it.
It's spring break, so maybe I'll go find something to do this week. I want to go to Atlantic City & walk the boardwalk and walk on the beach with my jeans rolled up. I'm a geek, haha. whatevv.. oh yeah, I get addicted to things easily, so yeah this will probably be updated often. Check bakk.. = )
I love you poopietrash.
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