Acid Reflux.

I wish my perscription of Acid reflux medicine didnt expire. On something serious, this shit is annoying. I'm tired of my chest feeling like I just ate sandpaper & battery acid. pshh.
I dont know how many times Miss Congeniality came on tv, but I watch it everytime.
Oh btw I'm listening to "My Moon, My man" by Feist.
On my old Ipod, before it got lost. I used to have a playlist filled with "I hate you songs". Whew I miss those days.
My 3rd marking period grades are horrible, but theres nothing I can do but continue to work my ass of in the 4th marking period.

Sometimes I wish I could get the hint. This may sound stupid, and maybe totally dumb, but whatever. I try everyday to not be the one in the negative spotlight. I dont try and walk around and be the golden boy. I just want to be remembereable(spell check). I dont want everyone in my business, nor do I want to feel like everyone else. I found out today that I became a statistic , falling in a category with 5 or 6 other people. Wtf, everything I strive for, when down the fucking drain. My best friend Shawn and I had a good conversation last night. He pretty much let me have it , he told me that I'm naive, fall for the wrong one & have the worst luck ever.lol We came to a conclusion, that maybe I should stop overthinking things so much, and happen to enjoy life the way it is.
I nap everyday when I come home from school, like faithfully. Maybe I shouldnt though, I usually wake up at like 7 or 8. Get up dance, eat, talk on the phone, homework & stretch. Stretching for me , welp Yoga, is amazingggg.. Gosh it centers me. Allows me to think things out, and enter them with a clear mind. Sometimes in the middle of class, I want to break out in downward facing dog, god. Especially hanfords class or spanish 2. wtf? and oh now I didnt fail, My first time having spanish was last year.

Also maybe I should get the hint, that when I text somebody and they dont text me back. I should text anymore. Welp with my one friend, I constantly call, trying to keep our friendship alive. After 7th period today, I realized it wasnt a healthy relationship. That person will call back saying whats up, can i see you blazayy blahh... whatever not anymore.
Oh yeah sometimes I dont get the hint & continue to fall on my face everytime. but whateva.
I lost my train of thought , cause the food is ready.
adios.