Nervous about what?

Goodmorning..even though it's 1:32 in the afternoon. I was reading catcher&the rye last night. It was good. I just woke up, my mother called me asking could I make sweet potato's& chocolate chip muffins again. aha, I'm a beast. mhmm.. My break is being wasted away slowly, I want excitement to hit me like a bus. No one's called me, or atleast the ones I want too, wont.lmao. It's aight tho. I've been trying to see my friend, but he's so flaky. G0sh. I haven't seen him in about a year, if thats right.dAAAmn.
Tommorow my mother and I are scheduled to go out. ..just the two of us. hmm. Thus this makes me nervous. I told you she ask's very personal questions. Our affection meter has been very low. Since I go to school in jersey, she really doesnt see me off in the morning. So no morning kisses = ( and no prayer. Well my sister prays, but the kisses would be weird. I'm more than nervous, because she picks about what I wear, and talks about how i walk. Everything she nitpick's. whatevver.. I'm really working this summer to get money to get my headshots done, & working out also to get a flat stomach.
Hay, I'm really feeling "Jai Ho" by pcd. I've been obsessed with bollywood musicals since like 5. They used to come on wybe and saturday mornings i would watch them. I didnt know what they were saying, but i would dance my ass of. I'm trying to learn the moves to jai ho as we speak. It's on my myspace, go have a listen. I just need to play it cool tommorow, i hope tommorow will bring us closer, and maybe she'll see the real me and support it. g0sh. I'm hungry, i want chinese but Idont feel like walking. even though its down the street. Let me tell you this philly has the best food ever.. it's so cheap & tasty. Fck Wawa &Chans. lmao. I love dollar hoagies and cheesesteak rolls. mhmm.. I want chicken &broccoli , homeade ice tea, french fries, and funnel cake(yes my chinese store sells that). lmao. its good too.
maybe I'll walk, i dont got my times and its raining. I need someone to walk with. though.