Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Ave Maria.

She was lost.....just like him. Him. He's always lost ; and had many people to guide him.
First and Foremost ; the song will not describe this blog; i just love singing thee high notes at the end. A more crazy song would be suitable for this.

I'll start right here ;
So i received 11 messages from you; spewing your hate-flame this way. I have tough skin when it comes to dickheads; I usually blow them off.
You've stood by me and let me talk shit on you for no reason. To you it might've seem like no reason. to me it was only suitable. So what you read bulletins;blogs;updates. Congrat's, i'll bake you some cookies. Didnt know you could read with all those tears in your eyes.
I constantly trash you over the dumbest stuff ; maybe. Not Really! Everything I did had a purpose. You did nothing to try and maintain a friendship. Your way of thinking is so "serial-killer esque". Honestly ; I didnt do it or they deserved it. Dumbass.
Hey ; i applaud you for trying tell people off when they talked about me. I would never throw that in your face ; friends dont. If it was real ; you would've never. You probably laughed; and then defended me. Idc though. It probably was girls.
I wish you could see what I see. Your just a big lanky flirt who goes to the one girl who treats you like poo. When problems not concerning her arise ; I'll tend to them. I did everyother time. So excuse the hell out of me for not caring about what "some leech" did you. I'm glad i affected your life good and bad. Right now ;I only care about the bad, that's the vindictive side.
egh; so you think me for always being there. Mhm.
An occasional text message would suffice ; never got that.
I was always there ; always! My friendship was with your voicemail.
Idk wht the fck you were supposed to do either.
I dont like you anymore; i got over that a long long time ago.
If this friendship is real and true ; then why dont i get credit.
We never hung out. You're a straight male, but do all the girls gotta get credit.
Is it because you like every single one. or maybe your a sexist discriminant.
yeah ; when you depressed i feel good. this way i know your human.
Okay ; so maybe you looked completely stupid.
this wasnt a real friendship ; we could go days without texting each other ; and occasional call.
I expected so much from you ; that from one point. When I realized it would never be ; i snapped.
Usually my love turns into anger ; ask my mother. She experienced it 1st hand.
and a whole host of best friends. Cant help it.
what you may see as something that was never mean to intentionally hurt me ; hurt me.
They all got more attention ; and i got none.
here's your space to justify that claim :______________________________________.
Knock yourself out. I cant wait to hear some bullshitty excuse.
You constantly fed me bullshit ; and i dont want to wait around for it to stink anymore.

at this point i'm speechless.
I'm not saying sorry.
idk what to say.

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